A New Year's shit.! Or? Yes!

Had to be so? A New Year's shit. I did not do anything  exceptional. I get angry quickly when I see  nothing  in it for me. How was this year a New Year's Shit. I've never been  as tired. It's just one year!  But I  want Summer back. I've posted but will post something if I really want. 2011 Sucks! Even this year I did nothing. A new Year... stupid! Just a thought to be different  but it is clear  that I  was wrong.  There was nothing  new!  Friends are Gone... I? what do I do?  I was bored. As I   said  in my other  one after taking  a shit  state. I  slept at 2:30  and I woke up at  13:08 !  And the other still asleep. But what the hell? Not anymore!  I feel like  dying  slowly!  It's hurt still  breathe but  I have nothing  to do. I'm still just a fan!  Still... I do not know what to do! Wake up brothers!  It is 5:00 PM.!